Last weekend, we went to the Middle Tennessee Anime Convention (MTAC).  I had never been to one, but Master had… and he had rather enjoyed it.  We had been planning to go for a long time and were even going to cosplay there, but we couldn’t get our outfits together in time.  Anyway, the hottest thing we did was go to a panel on Shibari (Japanese Rope Bondage).  This was my first ever public experience related to BDSM!  And it was awesome!!

At first, we had decided that I was going to be tying him up.. if only for practical purposes as my rope skills leave something to be desired to say the least.  Then, all of a sudden we were standing in line, and he gave me that incredibly hot, sexy, “I’m going to fuck you hardcore”, look…. and my toes couldn’t resist curling.  So, at that point the power had switched to his hands and I was at his mercy *squirms in seat*.

To top it off, the speaker said clothing was optional!  Now, I had never been that risque in public before, so I wasn’t really game for it.  He tied me up the first time with my clothes on, paying careful attention to the seat of my pants.  The second time, I tied him up with him giving me pointers on how to do the knots properly.  The third time, he told me to take off my top, and the tone of his voice told me I wouldn’t be saying no.  And I’m so glad I didn’t because it was quite possibly one of the most liberating experiences I have had to date!!

I even wore the harness to the rave we attended afterwards.  I was so completely overwhelmed with arousal while we were grinding against each other that I had at least 2 orgasms…which left me limply clinging to him.  It was one of the most sensual experiences!  I loved being publically owned by him!

We are now looking into joining a local BDSM society, and I have joined the BDSM Library forums.  My ID there is ModernPenelope in case anyone who happens to read this also posts there.  Feel free to message me!

Another kinky update:  My pet is getting used to CBT slowly but surely!  I can now spank his balls rather hard before he says it is too much.  *squirms*  We are having too much fun with sex right now.
And with that, I am off to fix dinner!!  Maybe I will be his table tonight .

Whenever I get like this, I take advice I learned back in the day from watching “Happy Gilmore”, and I go to my happy place.  My happy place changes from time to time, but today’s is the happy place most frequently repeated.  I want a bath.

My bath fantasies are a lot different than what happens when we have shower sex.  My boy never gets in the water with me, and he never touches me.  It’s just me, hot water, lots of bubbles, candles or tealights lit in the bathroom, soft music.. maybe Enya.. playing in the background, a glass of plum wine, and my boy on his hands and knees naked except for socks by the tub.  On his back is my towel for when I’m ready to get out.

While he’s in there, we just relax and talk because we make excellent chit chat… it would probably be naughty… like me telling him a story, or him telling me a story about him being submissive to me.  I would use my vibrating ducky and have a good time pleasuring myself knowing that he couldn’t meet his own needs at that time.

After the bath, I would get my towel and ask him to get me my robe and slippers.  I’d put them on, and we’d sit by the fireplace to watch a movie.. one of my favorite chick flicks, and while the movie is playing he would give me a blissful backrub and lots of soft kisses.  During the movie, I would love for him to continue kissing me, especially on my neck, and slowly turn me over as I would be laying down and start playing with my nipples.  I’ve always had a fantasy of making love while watching “Pride and Prejudice”… and this would be it.

And now I want a hug…..but it wouldn’t end with  a hug.  *sigh*

I find the idea of dressing up as Master’s kitty to be very arousing.  I would love to have kitten ears, paw mittens so that I struggled using my hands, and a buttplug tail to go up my ass.  I would definitely be purring in his lap without hesitation.  I find the idea of him dressing up to also be arousing, however, I don’t think I would want him to be my kitty.  While he is cat-like in many ways, I have referred to him often as my Badger because he protects me and can be quite fierce.

When we eventually have room for our dungeon, we’re going to put a cage in it to use.  I can definitely see myself having a lot of fun locking him away in a cage for a bit and having him watch me use my vibrator without the ability to touch himself.  This would also be a good time to have him in a chastity belt.

We already do a bit of pet play I suppose, but it would be so much more fun if we had costumes.  Another form of play I would love to do involves the anime, “Chobits”.  In the anime, there is this robot/persocom named Chi.  She has really cute robotic ears and gets to dress in rather fancy outfits.  Anyway, she is in love with her “master”, Hideki.  The button to reset Chi’s memory is in her pussy.  The idea of wearing persocom ears (which can be found on eBay relatively cheap for those interested) and being his robotic slave is quite arousing as well.

Shower Sex:  At first, I didn’t think it was possible to have clean sex, but it really is!  This is one of the many reasons I love sex in the shower.  I love things that smell good, and when we have shower sex, I get to use my Mango Mandarin shower gel (from Bath and Body Works!!) all over him.  I also get to shampoo and condition his hair… along with mine.  Our kisses are wet and good.. kinda like kissing in the rain, but not.. and we get to have sex standing up with me bent over.. which is basically my favorite position because his cock hits my g-spot and also massages the back of my clit.  Sucking on his penis is also more fun in the shower, especially when I’m submissive because then if he wants to cum on my face… no problem!! We’re already in the shower so clean up is a breeze!  Plus, every now and again, he will just get in the shower to surprise me while I’m already in there.  It’s exceptionally hot.. especially when he just grabs me and kisses me.  So, I highly recommend shower sex… especially if you also have water torture fetishes or want to act out that Psycho fantasy.

Couch Sex:  Couch sex isn’t as exciting as shower sex, but I really enjoy being able to bury my face in the couch cushions while he ravishs me something fierce.  He will also sometimes pull my hair and spank my ass.. which is highly enjoyable.  His penis still hits the same spots as it does when we have Shower Sex, but it is the lesser of my favorites because it doesn’t feel as exotic and we put a blanket on the couch so none of our juices gets on the cushions.  Couch Sex does have brownie points though because we can start out snuggling, watching a movie, etc, and then all of a sudden it can turn into a sexcapade.

1.  The Leprechaun Hat- Master and I purchased our Leprechaun Hat over the St. Patrick’s Day holiday last year.  While we didn’t celebrate St. Patrick’s Day, I always have a good time when he dances seductively for me in the hat.  Really, I would have a good time with him dancing for me in any hat, but currently.. and sadly,… the Leprechaun Hat is our only hat right now… and my hat fetish cries..

2.  Glow in the Dark Condoms- *sigh* We don’t really have any of these, but I have a fantasy where I put a glow in the dark condom on a cucumber, turn off the lights (of course), and after lubing the cucumber, shove it up my Knight’s ass… and now that I have written about that fantasy I have the urge to go out and buy glow in the dark condoms…

3.  Here, Puppy!- *squee* I like pet play… especially when my Knight brings me my slippers on all fours.. with one hanging out of his mouth and the other on one of his hands.  It’s insanely cute.. especially when he licks my feet afterwards….oh! On a side note! I should have him paint my toenails sometime.

4.  Dress up- Right now, he only has one outfit… I call it his slutty clothes… well okay I take that back.. he has two tops, so I guess two outfits, but I prefer the skimpy tank top over the tunic because I get a full view of his chest hair.  But yes, he dresses up in his slutty clothes and sometimes for extra fun I add make up.  He also has a pair of high heels.

5.  Strip DDR- We haven’t done this in awhile, so maybe we will this weekend.  We play DDR and for every round lost, the loser removes a piece of clothing.  At the end of three rounds, the winner gets to ask a sexual favor of the loser.

There are other cute things I enjoy, but these are the top five.

Even so, I might try the warming lubricant from K-Y just because it’s warming.  Go figure.  I am also happy about the “For Her” stuff that K-Y offers.  It seems that people often forget some women enjoy sex also, and are looking for products to please them.

Anyway, last night was movie night with our friends, and things took an unexpected turn!  The guys returned to the living room from the movie closet with “Orgazmo”…. which was on my and Master’s naughty movie list.  I was rather thrilled because I was already in the dominant role… as I have been for this week, and I thought he might be slightly embarrassed.

Honestly, I wasn’t expecting the movie to be that good.  I’m glad I was wrong.  For those of you unfamiliar with the film, it’s the creation of Trey Parker and Matt Stone (the South Park guys).  If you like the social commentary and comedy of South Park, you will enjoy “Orgazmo”.  Not only does “Orgazmo” make fun of porn, it also makes fun of Mormons, religion, sex toys, the movie industry, commercialism, etc.  I found the movie to be witty in many ways… I mean, who wouldn’t want to see a cross-over between a super hero flick and a porno??  I hadn’t thought of it before, but I’d so be game for watching something like that.  Why I didn’t see the movie when it first came out, I have no idea.  I also got several good ideas from watching a few of the scenes that I will be acting out with Master.

One of the scenes in particular involves Greek pillars.  I love Greek mythology as it is, and I love the thought of tying his nearly naked body to a pillar and role playing Goddess with him… having him worship me, bring me offerings, please me, etc.  It’ll be good fun for sure.

Anyway, it is about time for him to be coming home for lunch, so I’m going to whip something up quickly… I’m trying to think of something that will be simple for him to eat off the floor with his hands behind his back…

My favorite “Palin-ism” is her excuse for having foreign policy experience thanks to Russia’s close location to Alaska.  WTF?  Can I then say that I have foreign policy experience because I once upon a time lived near Canada… or *gasp* what if I purchased something in Canada?  Does that give me experience to give economic advice.  *shakes head*  Whatever.  Anyway, she might as well have asked Katie Couric for a lifeline.  She was as clueless as they come.  And how about not being able to come up with at least one newspaper or magazine that she read?  Just one more dig and then I’ll leave this alone.  Bush Doctrine!

But yes, “I love Sarah Palin” is really my safe phrase.  And if it isn’t obvious, I have a very hard time using it.  My pain tolerance has increased significantly since we put the phrase in place.  Before then, my safe word was Athena, because she is my favorite Greek goddess.  However, we found that I was tapping out when I really didn’t have to.  Basically, I would get just a bit too excited and then just blurt it out because I was unfamiliar with the sensations.  Safe words are for desperate times at our house.  The only time I have ever used it after the new one was put in place was when Master was dripping candlewax on my chest… but I lasted awhile before giving in!!

Sadly, Master’s safe word is Pi and he has never had to use it… maybe I should change that this weekend.  Oh, and in case anyone was wondering, I ended up letting him get off yesterday when he came home for lunch… while I fucked him with my strap on.  I was going to dominate him last night when we had our movie night, but he rebelled and gave me “the look.”  I sadly can’t refuse it because it turns me on.  I also got a lot of spankings yesterday that I enjoyed a great deal.  I was quite satisfied and feel like I am under his thumb again today.

If anyone else wants to share their safe words, they are more than welcome to.

Today has potential!

If so, what product did you use and where did you purchase it?  I have suggested to Master several times that he should tie me up and use it.  If it hurts, he should get pleasure out of it and know that he will be bringing me a rather extatic experience in the near future because of it.  He, however, has issues with the idea.  Anyway, I tried a product from.. Nair.. I think and it didn’t work.  Up until now, I have been shaving as best I can, but want that ultra smooth finish.  I also tried waxing myself once upon a time and lets just say it didn’t work .

Anyway, a bit of assistance on this matter would be greatly appreciated!